Submerged in the black hole that has become my life.

Ok so that sounds really dark, and in a way it is ment to be. But mainly it's a reminder to me to let go of what is pulling me under.
I get caught up with trying to be perfect at everything and only succeding in doing nothing in a fashion that i could be happy with. I want to be good at most things I do, but at the moment I have taken on to much and I need to back away and put a few things in prospective.
So now that I'm sure I make no sense at all I'm going to make a list of what I would like to achieve today.
I'm not posting it here cause well I know at the moment no-one else is reading this so I could get away with out having to do it . But it is out there.

ARRRRRRRR

Why can I not seem to be able to complete one thing.

Wellllll now.

That was a great start one dang post.

I have managed to get a few things done lately.

Put up the curtain rod in our room to cover the window that the air con is in, only to find out the rod is to short so I only put it over the part with out the air con, works fine for me, and the baby is sleeping longer. YEAH

I made a purse, and have nearly finished the matching wallet, but thanks to huddy's cleaning meathod I can't fine the dam hammer.

Walmart, why yes I'll go.

Oh lord help me. I have a fabric addiction and walmart only supplies the fix.

I now have nine and a half yards of fabric, cause it's pretty. LOL Guess I got to start sewing something hear soon.

Sleep, PLEASE.

OK, so probably not the best day to start a blog, but after the fifth doctors visit in four weeks I want to start something that I can control.

My girls are beautiful and the only thing they are allergic to is VOG. We live in Hawaii and this year has been the worst I can remember in the last six years. Which translates to me having to try and get a spacer on to my 6 month old baby's face and keep it there for 5 minutes while she screams her poor little head off. Joy full.

I have a huge list of stuff to sew and because we had a rough sleepless night I can't think of a thing to put down. Perfect.

But the silver cloud...... I'm actually tired and am going to bed to sleep. So hopefully I'll get the laundry list up tomorrow.